Back to Reality

It's that time, the beginning of the year, just after the excitement of Christmas and New Year, when reality hits and off we all go, back to work and school... it's a bit sad really.

As I'm writing this the Christmas decks in the office I do work experience in are coming down, and although there's a little pot of Lindt chocolates I've got my eye on, all trace of the holiday season has been wiped until it is just the faintest memory.

And yes, I do write my blog when I am meant to be working... whatever

This is the year that my life will significantly change forever. No more school in the traditional sense. More responsibility (eek). I will get my driver's licence (if it bloody kills me). I am legally an adult (double eek). It's just insane.

I am also meant to be going out out for the first time as a legal adult which is scary af, but I hope I will have a good time, and if not, it doesn't matter anyway :)

And I hope that you are also having a decent time going back to school/college/work. If you aren't, that's ok too. All this new year new me is utter crap. Though the new year can be a good time to set goals, I think people get very unrealistic with them. In an ideal world I would love to go to the gym once and come out looking looking like a model, but really in this day and age, aren't we all models?

Now hear me out (where is this post going?) with all the posey photos on Instagram on pretty much all of our accounts (even mine!) we all pretend we have our life in order, even when it is very much not. This next year I think I'm going to try to keep it real. Yes it's great to have a good photo every now and then, but what my followers don't see is me in my natural state... hoodie covered in dog hair, leggings (usually with a tiny hole in them) and my beloved but extremely worn out trainers. Who knows, that might all change this year...

I would also love to, once I get my licence of course, jump in my car with a friend and just go on a bloody roadtrip. I don't even care where we go, I just want to drive on a seemingly endless road and end up in a cute little English town that I've never heard of before. Why not? 

Back to the very loose point of this post, getting back into a routine. I think I'm having some writer's block here as it is not a very interesting topic and I'm honestly not invested in it at all.

Hi. It's now 23rd January and I just checked my blog and realised that I never put this up. SO enjoy this outdated post, as I can't be bothered to write anything else! Maybe one day I will come back and finish this properly, but right now I am just going to post this. Writer's block is a b*tch!

Hope you are having a good day/week/month/year so far xx